Unicorn reflection Dec.29th,201

Sorry for the delay and the update of how my ceremony went. I'm gathering all the footage from that day as the day continues and hopefully shortly before the new year, I'll be showing you the images of my very own commitment ceremony. 

One thing I must say, is that it was defiantly very inspiring, tons of tears and smiles and always full of love, surrounded by loved ones. 

For now, this is my most recent work <3 Enjoy 

2 days ...what a grand countdown!

For those of you that have been following me and reading the short moments in my life, I would like to take this moment to thank you.
There will be so much more to come. Please stay tuned.

For those individuals that have been with me from the moment I opened my eyes,
I am blessed and grateful.

I could have never done it without your inspiration and love over the years.
The day is soon to come where I leave my past behind,
opening a brand new door,
new experiences,
fresh colors on a blank canvas.

December 19th,2012 today I share:

Nature's beauty

A warm summer's day.

Birds chirping

Bees humming.

The scent of sweet flowers

With the breeze that softly touches my skin.

I lay on a blanket.

My eyes are shut, 

My thoughts drifting.

A butterfly lands on my hand.

I slowly open my eyes, 

Witnessing natures beauty.

Then I think of you.

You may not be a butterfly,

Yet you are in deed nature's beauty.

 The outside, is a hard shell.

 The inside, fragile like a butterfly.

The beauty is all I see.

No one can take this from me.

This makes for another beautiful summer's day,

because I thought of you.

Walking on a rainbow

If I were ever to walk in your shoes,

they would be magical red.

With sparkles and a bow.

Maybe a little heel.

Not too high though.

Comfortable, yet cute.

Then on the other hand,

I'd pass...

My Birkenstocks take me where I need to go

And magic is where my feet take me and the rainbow I walk on

-a unicorn reflection

Use the source cautiously

When I start to imagine…

A walk in the park,

Talk for hours,

A candle light dinner,

Aprilshowers

Taking pictures together,

Watching the sun wink good bye,

Receiving little presents as a thought,

Doesn't it all sound so right?

Calling to say "sweet dreams",

Messages to say say "hello",

A kiss for the sweetness,

A hug so I won't go.

All of the above only happens in a quiet moment…

…. when I start to imagine.

Entry of today - Are you ready for the shift?

Many, that I have crossed paths with when hearing about this event, have asked several questions. From, "Is is possible to marry your reflection", to "Why would you not want wait on the right one"? 

My answers are always simple. "Everything is possible." and "The right one is right here within me."

You must always love yourself before sharing the love with someone very dear to you. 

One Dec.21, 2012, I will be celebrating my new chapter with my soul : family,close friends and those that believe. The world as we know it will shift and we will be apart of t he shift.

Leave your past behind. There is nothing more you can do. 

Think about the NOW. Right now. Each and every moment we live we are creating a new story. A new chapter, a fresh page. 

We all battle demons that we let not defeat us. Those demons are the past, habits, addictions, human behavior. Let us break down the path, the pattern, the mountain that started as a small hill.

We are each in charge of our future. No one is responsible over our future besides us. Each individual, our reflections. 

Take a good look at who you truly need to live up to. It's you.

"The greatest love a mother will ever experience, is the love for her child"

In this entry, and in several future ones, I will be sharing some poetry of my past with you. Leaving these emotions, turbulence's and chapters behind. They will stay exactly where they are. On a page in a book that reflected that time and place. 

I hold it in a box - 12.12.12

I hold it in a box,
for there it is safe
Harm only to be inflicked through the tough walls it surrounds

Impossible to break and not capable of letting anything through

Time nor matter exist in this place .
Moment for moment,
truth for truth
A constructed,
destructive world

Weakness only from blood.
The chain unable to break ,
unwilling to deform

Love will always be the answer

Possibilities are just a thought away

If only the sun would come out at night ,To reveal the shadows of the unknown

Rainbows will appear in the desert as fairies dance ,During a time the last silk thread gets spun

As butterflies turn into dust so magical, The hummingbird stands still


-a unicorn reflection

The Time Bubble

Have you ever been trapped in the time bubble?

Once there was a boy that never took can't for answer.
He started his day like any other, full of life, sending each person he meets on his way with a smile and an uplifting feeling.
It was a gift of magic, given to him by the gods at birth.
His parents both promised to let him live his life as a normal boy , until one day he would be old enough and understood the magic he had within. They were then to make him aware of his gift and that he always has to make sure that Father Time would always be respected and he would consult with him each day, to keep on track of the duties he was to accomplish each day.

One day, he started his day like any other. But this time he wanted to try something different. So he didn't consult Father Time, like he always would and went about his day. People payed him no attention and there was not even a smile on their faces when he passed.
Trying to fit in throughout that day seemed like a lot of work for the boy, unusually hard to take.

On his way home he took the long path to go by his parents house and reflect his day with them.
At no surprise the parents understood his day and the way he must have felt.
They then explained to him that there was a reason Father Time was so important and he needed to consult him with each day.
With the gods giving him the gift of magic, also gave him the gift of procrastination. And that if he sets this before his gift to bring happiness, he will be trapped in a time bubble as a punishment.

Needless to say, the boy never procrastinated again and lived happy ever after, sharing his magic with all paths that cross his .

Living a dog's life

It's a dog's life.
Well that it is, for this man.
The name of the man is Tom.
Tom lives in the brain of a dog.
Day in and day out, he lives a dog's life.

Each day he would wonder why his owner would be under a constant rush in life.
Until one day his owner, the dog , stopped pacing from one side to he other, wagging his tail out of control and making a zillion decisions at once that never made any sense to Tom.
The dog, for the first time in his life, found love and acceptance.
He accepted himself for who he is and the love for himself.
He replaced the anxious racing of behavior, with a calm, Zen lifestyle.

Tom and his owner, the dog, lived a long happy life in peace and harmony

Call for contributions! ( please read!)

To be or not to be
Is that truly a question?

I'd rather be me and not be someone else.
Commitment to ourselves FIRST should be our first goal.
As we love ourselves, there is so much more you can give others, loved ones,those that love you for you.

Come and join me on 12.21.12 to celebrate my commitment ceremony .

We are given a Lifetime to explore and to enjoy.
Fairytales are true and each chapter is written by life.
Demons lurk around each corner
Only your shine will reveal them before they do harm.

Let them stay in chapters already written
Starting a fresh one with YOU.
Let your reflection become who you truly are.

Tokens are given to celebrate a fest
The more we accumulate, the brighter and more creative it will become.
Present or not, if you believe in fairytales, the chapter will start for you as well. Through live streaming and communication on this day, you will celebrate along with us!

On the top there is a link for you to choose the contribution you wish to make and with an e-mail and note, you will become part if this story that will just begin to start.

Let this world come to an end *AS WE KNOW IT* and let us write the next chapters together.

Let a demon go and your reflection transform you.

Join me, meet you

They say the very first ~Fairy tale~ is the tale of:
"Cupid and Psyche"
As Legend would have it:

….Envious and jealous of the incredible beauty of a mortal girl named Psyche, Venus asks her son Cupid to use his golden arrows while Psyche sleeps, so that when she awakens, Venus would place a vile creature before her, for her to fall in love with. Cupid finally agrees to her commands after a long debate.
As he flies to Psyche's room at night, he becomes invisible so no one can see him fly in through her window. He takes pity on her, for she was born too beautiful for her own safety. As he slowly approaches, careful not to make a sound, he readies one of his golden arrows. He leans over Psyche while she is asleep and before he can pierce her shoulder with the tip of his arrow, she awakens, startling him, for she looks right into his eyes, despite his invisibility. This marvels him and causes him to fall deeply in love with her.
He cannot continue his mission, for every passing second he finds her more appealing. He reports back to Venus shortly after and the news enrages her. Venus in turn places a curse on Psyche that prevents her from meeting a suitable husband. Cupid is greatly upset, and decides that, as long as Psyche remains cursed, he will no longer shoot arrows, which will cause the temple of Venus to fall.
...After months of no one (neither man nor beast) falling in love, marrying, or mating, the Earth starts to weaken and grow old. This causes concern to Venus, for they no longer praised her in result of Cupid's actions. Finally, she agrees to listen to Cupid's demands, allowing him his one desire,
which is Psyche.
Venus, upset, agrees to his demands only if he begins work immediately. He accepts the offer and takes off, shooting his golden arrows as fast as he can, restoring everything to the way it should be.
People again fall in love and marry, animals far and wide mate, and the Earth begins to thrive and look young once again.

...and so it shows...
.. Everything there is on this Earth... the entire balance of our existence  -revolves around Love.
What is there if there isn’t Love? Even Love needs Love.
The very first fairy tale shows us what we already know:

"All you need is Love. Love is all you need."

The Portal

A crystal ball in my hands
The portal between the me and I
What is and what can be
Present and future
Reality and wishes
What is now and then can only be set by you
You hold the magic
You hold the power of a happy end
Each good story always ends...
With a Happy Ending <3

May I interrupt for a brief statement...

If only today were more like yesterday,
And yesterday had been more like never,
Then maybe tomorrow could be the beginning that will take an ending into the future.
And the future might be the forever that happend once upon a time ,
With the forgotten that had never been told, because the rememberance of the now was to complex to cope


-a unicorn reflection

I thank KAIZEN - a constant and never ending improvement <3

Due to a higher volume of costs for venue and additional cost to make this event, my wedding ceremony and spiritual gathering, as magical as possible , I'm in need of sponsors and contributions that will help create and event to remember.

Fairies cross our paths each and every day.
With each morning you wake, a new chapter in your fairytale begins. The end is always a happy ending
- you are responsible for the story.

Smiles, a listener or someone that happens to cross in the very unexpected moment you longed for.
It happens every day.
Be in sync with your body, soul and mind and you WILL feel the magic, bringing a fresh energy through your body.

With this, I thank KAIZEN Mixed Martial Arts, Fort Lauderdale.
We have our first sponsor and an amazing contribution.
I was almost brought to tears, reminding me once again that fairies DO exist <3

You hold the magic inside

When words on a surface that inspires you, uplifts you, changes your mood,
Keep one thing in mind;
It's not the words that had the magnetic ability of turning that frown upside down, it was -YOU-

A reminder of how magical you truly are

-Unicorn

Princess of the little people

"What is this man doing in my pocket?" She asks herself after waking up from a deep sleep.
"When did I put him there? How long have I kept him? What time did he last eat?" Multiple questions were running through my head while starring at the little man, that seemed perfectly content in my pocket.
"Loooocket" mother shouted from the bottom floor. "Wash up, breakfast will be served shortly!"

Quickly I took the tiny man out of my pocket and placed him on the dresser while I washed up for the day.
"Where should you go while I am not present?" I thought "it would be impossible for me to take you with me, mother would be mortified!!"

And that she would. Locket had been found in the gardens shortly after birth. In a basket padded with sheeps wool on top of the Bed of lily's
Attached to the basket was a note and a chasity belt :

"We thank you for finding this little girl. We named her Locket. Please take good care of her and protect her with your heart. When the first rose bloom here in this lily bed, have her wear the chasity belt and hide the key until the day comes where you will be asked to return it to the rightful owner.

With love, the little people"


Mother had never been able to have children of her own, lost her husband years prior, due to sickness and right before she had eternally given up, she found Locket.

The little girl had been her saving grace. And due to this, she raised her as her very own, obeying what the Little people had asked of her. When the day came that a rose had bloomed in the garden, she placed the belt on Locket and hid the key in the safest place she knew.
What she was never to expect, is that the day she would give the key back, just like the Little people had mentioned, was soon to come.

"Here you shall be safe" Locket voiced as she picked up the little man, that had not said a word up until this point, placing him in her doll house.
"I'll bring back a bite to eat for you soon." And she rushes down to the diner to greet her mother.

The two ladies enjoyed their first meal of the day together, chatting about what chores needed to be done. Briefly after they finished, Locket brought the plates and silverware back into the kitchen, grabbing some scraps of food, she hid under her apron and swiftly went back up to her room where the little man had been waiting patiently.

"Thank you," he said "very kind of you."

"You can speak after all! " Locket replied with an astonishing look in her face and added on,
"Do you have a name? What are doing here? And why were you in my pocket?"

After finishing off every bit Locket had brought him to eat, the little man explained:" My name is Eros. I come from the forest, where we found you two decades and a half ago and brought you here to be raised by the chosen crone that would protect and care for you as her very own until the time comes to return a special key to the rightful owner." the little man pauses and continues to ask ,"Have you lived good life so far? "

"Yes. It's been wonderful. Mother loves me and I love her." Locket softly answers.

"No need to be sad Locket," Eros continues " everything will be fabulous ! The day has finally come. I'm here to give you and your mother the riches you deserve. The prince of a thousand kingdoms is on his way to ask for your hand in marriage and take you, accompanied by your mother, back to the kingdom with him to making you his queen! "

Locket overwhelmed with happiness runs down to announce to news , followed by the two women embracing each other and bursting into tears of joy.
"The day has come, my beautiful daughter." mother sobs "I raised you well. You shall make a beautiful queen!"

The next day the prince arrived in his carriage, asking mother for the key and Locket for her hand in marriage.
The couple were wed the following day, accompanied by mother and the forests' little people.
And they lived happily ever after.








-a unicorn reflection

Fabienne the miracle princess

And there came a time, when hate, foolish plays and destruction took over the world.

A black cloud had been covering the earth for 838 days.

No sun, no rain, no stars, no moon. Not a single rainbow.

Sadness had been swept through all the lands. Hope seemed to be lost forever. Smiles, laughter were a feeling of the distant past.

Until on the 838^th day, there appeared a bright glow over a traveling family of three. Father, mother and child, of two years.The mother was also carrying another child under her heart.

Awaiting birth anxiously, the family found shelter in abandoned house, made of wood on an endless piece of land, where the soil had turned to dirt, letting not even a single weed grow.

“Here we shall rest”, said the father

“Yes, it is time. She is ready to be welcomed into this world.” The mother replied.

Within only minutes, the baby girl had her first glimpse of the world. A miracle was born. The dark skies turned crystal clear, giving the sun all the space to shine.

Her cries filled the air with beautiful music, relieving all living beings from their sadness. All had been brought together to laugh, dance and embrace the rain that was falling, creating the most spectacular rainbow anyone had ever seen.

The dirt the house had been on became fertile again,sprouting beautiful flowers and growing a harvest so large, families by the dozen would be able to nourish.

“What shall we name her?” the first born asked with wide big eyes.

Lovingly looking at her beautiful baby, the mother turned and said: “She is magical. She brought back life to earth and soil. We shall name her Fabienne. Where ever she goes, happiness and life will be present.”

The first born couldn’t have been happier. She went up to her sister, kissing her on the forehead, whispering in her ear: “Fabienne, I will love you forever and protect you with my life. Forever has no end.”

Harmony and happiness were in sync again and the lands all lived happily ever after.

A Pea Story

A Pea story

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for a single pea.

 There was once a girl that came from far far away to seek the love she had been lead to by fairies.

As she approaches the castle and feeling confident about the task she was set out to do, a guard welcomes her, asking her business in the castle.

“I’m here to marry the prince, the fairies send me.” She replies.

Surprised of this sparky answer the maiden has, he opens the gates to the castle, giving her direction before sending her on her way.

She approaches the next door, leading into the wing, just steps away from king and queen .Yet this too was guarded.

“What is your business with the King and Queen” the guard asks.

“I’m here to ask to marry the prince. The fairies send me” she replies with a twinkle in her eyes.

The guard, delightfully surprise about the response, opens the large wooden doors to the Great Hall, announcing her arrival for King and Queen.

They welcome the young lady, telling her they have been informed of her passage, hearing a great deal about her presence and pleased to make her acquaintance.

After addressing that the prince had been out with his hunts men, the queen advises the maiden  to rest until the rising of the sun, when the King and Queen will announce her engagement.

The royal servants, 6 in total, quickly surround the young girl and show her to her sleeping chambers. They bath  and  dress her for her nights rest, then help her on top of her bed that consist of a dozen mattresses stacked one on another.

“Here you shall rest like and infant until you wake.”  She expressed with a smile, before her departure.

          

 The next day, with the rising of the sun, the maiden was picked up by the Queen herself, asking the key question of how she had slept.

“I slept horribly! As if every mattress had been made of iron plates!” she replied while controlling her urge of a yawn.

Overwhelmed with happiness, the queen embraces the maiden and states, “Then the time has come for you to meet your future husband!”

And so this story comes to a happy end, where due to the pea, and the sensibility of the fairy sent maiden, the prince is wed and they live happily ever after.

I am amused

Delighted I am to be treated as equal in this world of little people

Through my journey
On the search for treasures
Charmingly helpful.

I am amused.

Exquisite layers of magnificent colors
Materials beyond my imagination

Selecting threads that will create the garment which will clothe the vessel on the day of transformation .

-a unicorn reflection

Unique is the fabric of my soul

“Some people weave burlap into the fabric of our lives, and some weave gold thread. Both contribute to make the whole picture beautiful and unique.”




-a unicorn reflection

Countdown! day 30 until 12.21.12

Once upon a time,

where the world as we know it comes to an end,

demons will dual true spirits in the battle world of minds and art.

The time has come to make peace and embrace the power freedom holds within,
in this world...
this so tightly wound iron web.

The time has come where humans will appear as their true reflection.

Dancing to the beats of their hearts,
laughing with complete fulfillment,

they share a unique experience and end the night
with the breaking of bread
 (each placing a demon in the past)

 a candle is lit at this ceremony of truth.

Join me.

Meet you.